The day when I will sleep Forever

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In my nineties,

Body lying in a bed

Soul seeking for a freedom

Memories fading away


Frustrated, exhausted and helpless

Looking for compassion, love, and empathy

Drowned in disappointment

Embrace the memories of loved ones


Every day sitting in the same corner

Waiting to get touched by the sun rays

Gazing the bare sky

Waiting for the end which is sure


Finally, the day has come

Intuitions whispering silently

Feels like all the pain has now ended

Reviewing each chapter of my book


Yes Its the end of this journey

And new journey ready to welcome

Finally listening to the lullaby by fairies

Slowly falling into deep sleep………...

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