Dream into the Sunshine

In my nineties, Body lying in a bed Soul seeking for a freedom Memories fading away Frustrated, exhausted and helpless Looking for compassion, love, and empathy Drowned in disappointment Embrace the memories of loved ones Every day sitting in the same corner Waiting to get touched by the sun rays Gazing the bare sky Waiting for the end which is sure Finally, the day has come Intuitions whispering silently Feels like all the pain has now ended Reviewing each chapter of my book Yes Its the end of this journey And new journey ready to welcome Finally listening to the lullaby by fairies Slowly falling into deep sleep………...

       Even The Moon Has Scars I t has not always been easy for me to deal with my so-called imperfection, fear of being judged, antisocial personality, and my insecurities. I was never able to examine my potential, skills, and many more things among people because I was always afraid of being misjudged and I always had fear of what if people didn’t get my view. I still have some of these fears subconsciously. Still before doing something new and exploring myself, unknowingly the question “what if “raises in my mind.    In spite of all these things I somehow have managed to grow as a strong woman and love myself along with my flaws and my fears. When I was in my early teenage, one of my friends made me realize that I have a different tone of voice compared to others. And afterwards, there was always some unconscious fear in my mind that” what if people find my voice irritating, what if they laugh at me, what if…………….. “. Fighting with my ow...